Self Portrait of the Artist

Self Portrait of the Artist
Cynthia Adams Losen, on a July, 2009 Visit to the Lewis Ginter Botanical Gardens

Paintings and Photographs and Text Sometimes

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Saturday, September 1, 2007

"Jasmine in Bloom"


This is the only piece that has not won an award. It's also the only piece that has not yet been entered into a show.
Here is the story of the painting:

Only three weeks ago, I stopped a little girl in the church basement. “What is your name,” I asked her.
“Jasmine,” she said.
“You’re the girl in my newest painting,” I said.
She jumped up and told everyone in the room.
I loved that her name was Jasmine. It evoked strong associations with the flower and its spicy-sweet scent.
I considered calling it “Jasmine’s Joy” because of the religious connotations but also because of the ice-cream truck. Most people have fond memories of that wonderful sound, followed by the indulgence of ice-cream.
Then “Jasmine in Bloom” came to mind, though I felt a little guilty about its closeness to “Imani in Bloom.”
“Jasmine in Bloom” stuck, however, in part because I began to view them as sister pieces—both about the connection between youth and age and also that sense of hope for renewal.

Little Divas


I started "Little Divas" in February but set aside and did not finish until May or June. I took the photograph on the first “Children’s Service” I attended. Children take charge of the service, from making announcements to reading Scripture to singing, as in this picture. Imani, the subject of “Imani in Bloom,” stands to the left.

This painting won an honorable mention in Art Works' July show.

"Sanctuary"


I took the picture that inspired this painting on Easter Sunday. The grandmother of the little girl sought the support of her friend, Ira Hopkins.
This occurred just before Easter services. They sat in my favorite spot and the light was coming in a way that made it impossible for me to resist taking their pictures. I was also drawn to the draping of the girl’s fuchsia sari and her grandmother’s cream-colored dress. Finally, there was something emotionally compelling about the scene, something that suggested sorrow but also solace. That was how I arrived at the name.
The little girl in this photograph is also in the photograph to the left (the girl in the middle), the subject of the painting, “Little Divas.”
This painting won an honorable mention at the Petersburg Regional Art Center's July show.
This painting was also selected to appear on the grounds of the National Cathedral. Here is the information.
Come, my Way, my Truth, my Life: Seeing Christ through Music and Poetry.
With Tom Troeger, noted preacher, musician, educator and author.

Chapel of Saint Augustine of Hippo
Cathedral College of Washington National Cathedral
Wednesday, November 14th
7:30 pm followed by a reception celebrating the Washington Theological Consortium’s Body of Christ exhibition of works at the College.

Watching Over


This is another painting from the Elizabeth Project. The woman is the grandmother's baby. Behind her, is the great-grandmother--watching over. Sierra, the young mother-to-be, is not seen in this frame. She has since given birth to a beautiful baby girl. This painting won first place in Art Works' May juried show.

"Daddy's Girl"

This painting came from a photograph I took at one of the four parenting classes sponsored by Pilgrim and Commonwealth Parenting. The photograph included a number of other people, but what caught my eye was this father, so actively engaged with his baby girl, and she so engaged with him. This painting won first place in Art Works' August show. This was especially sweet since that was the same month as my one-woman show.

"Covenant"

I first met Angel at the Elizabeth Project. Angel was a "Mary," a young pregnant woman. I find her beautiful, intelligent, and tough. In this picture she looks out at us; in the background, her grandmother, Mrs. Dorothy Hopkins, feeds Caleb, born to Angel in April.

This painting was selected to appear on the grounds of the National Cathedral, in a show entitled "Body of Christ." Here is the information.

Come, my Way, my Truth, my Life: Seeing Christ through Music and Poetry.
With Tom Troeger, noted preacher, musician, educator and author.

Chapel of Saint Augustine of Hippo
Cathedral College of Washington National Cathedral
Wednesday, November 14th
7:30 pm followed by a reception celebrating the Washington Theological Consortium’s Body of Christ exhibition of works at the College.

"Tired Feet"

I first entered this piece into Art-Works--in March. It got in, but no award. Back then, I had named it "Faith-n-Dreams." Paula Demmert of Art Works told me, "I didn't notice the feet until later." That was when I named it "Tired Feet" and entered it into the Petersburg Regional Art Center's juried show. It won second place.

This was my first completed piece, taken from a photograph I took in December. The sun shone through that window "just so" for about two minutes and I was lucky enough to capture it. It was also lucky that the woman had taken off her shoes. Capturing the sleeping child was not a matter of luck. He slept through the whole service, something I have not seen since.

Big, Happy Family


Yesterday's venture was successful, so I will include another painting and explanation again.

The very lovely Mrs. Harris (to the right) has eight children. They fill at least two pews. In the photograph above, they occupy three.
Not only are the children beautiful, but they are also well-mannered, perhaps the most well-mannered children I have ever seen. The older children, like the young man pictured in the front, help with the younger ones.
The Harris family survived Hurricane Katrina. They now live in Richmond and are members of Pilgrim Baptist Church.
I named this painting “Big, Happy Family” because they appear to be one. I also wanted to express the larger concept of Pilgrim Baptist Church as a big, happy family.
In this painting, I made a number of changes from the photograph, particularly with color, but I also left out one or two figures in the background. Color and patterns really made the difference. The woman in deep pink in the background was actually wearing red--a more orange-red. I lightened it and moved it more toward a violet-red. I really liked the color. I wanted more of it. Mrs. Harris wore beige. That did not work. Something huge was missing. So I put her in a similar color to the woman in the background. Still, it wasn't right. So I looked at the patterns on the boy's shirt--the plaid--and the pattern on the other woman's jacket and decided that the figure of Mrs. Harris also needed a pattern. I love stripes so I gave her white pin-stripes.
It was almost right now, but not quite. The figure behind Mrs. Harris wore a grey-beige suit. To balance the blue of the boy in the front, as well as the woman directly behind him, I dressed her in blue--a kind of green-blue. I subsequently altered a number of other colors in the background, until I achieved the kind of harmony I sought.
I guess it worked because this piece won first place at Art Works--in the April show.